★STARDUST.

Monday, January 05, 2009

♥♥Honey and clover! Friendship for the win, ftw ftw ftw. Oh no, i'm going gaga over toma and thinking tomapi is actually quite a cool combination!

"You're lost not because you dont have a map.
You're lost because you dont have a destination."

For someone without a proper goal in life, i can fully relate to it. While feeling pretty pathetic about myself, with questions like: Why aint i not good enough? Why cant i be better? Why cant i be someone else? WHY WHY NANTE. {Oh btw, Ai Nante is luvluv k. Note to elaine, help me change that to my blogsong kthx[X

Let me bring you overdue photos of ex-workplace! Yup ex, we quit after working aka sitting our ass off pasting stupid pricetags for 340bucks in total. Harharharhar i'm so smart that i fire davidlee before experiencing the torture of pasting steamboats. Was expecting more $$, but this is some easy money considering the fact that

-We're sitting down all the time,
-Spent half the time talking,
-The other half was spent listening to ipod or just concentrating on urm, nothing,
-And its just doing some really brainless sticking.
In other words, its so slack its coolz.

Would have really continued working there if

-The travelling journey is much shorter,
-Nicer packed lunch, so that we dont have to bring our own, ITS DAMN TROUBLESOME K.
-Minus the loud and irritating indian music please kthx, psst no offence,
-Job to be less sianed, this job super s.i.a.n. can.
-Having nicer colleagues/working partners(LULZ?) who can at least fucking remember our names instead of moi moi moi here and there. For god sake, if i'm called pascalle, maybe it can be excused, but still!
-Oh by the way, i didnt know guys can be that bitchy till i know sia huat exist!
-And also only if the supposingly big boss in charged is less qianbian, both facial and attitude wise.

If only man, if only! I kinda like my new job now even though its alot more tiring and that i get to wear my fav luv red every single day! Explains why there isnt any red in my wardrobe other than the 3 newly added tees for work. SARCASM DUH, i hate red shirts, especially those blood red or national day red lookalike. And i so hate wearing skinnies, its darn hot and my wound is freaking hurting most of the time k! And i hate getting dao-ed, I HATE IT THATS WHY I TEND TO CHOOSE CUSTOMERS TO PROMOTE TO. Other than that, i'm quite okay with this job heh heh heh. Noone shall visit cause i dont earn commission from your trip, so please save it[x But walao, if i were to earn commision hor, confirm more than 500bucks la! Explain why there isnt any D:

I feel quite sad today cause i have to wake up at 7plus and i was a little late and my blue contacts sucks and its not comfy and i feel fat and there isnt much water to reach out for and my leg hurts from standing so damn long and clementi is too far for 340bucks and my gym's wound hurt, skinnies sucks and my waitressing pay is still not in my bank yet, screw re and roy and i feel partially blind for the whole day and my blue contacts look fugly and i should've chosen brown or stick with grey and my blue contacts sucks OKAY MAINLY BECAUSE THAT STUPID DUMBASS CONTACTS SUCKS.

Guess i thought too highly of us, our assumptions were wrong, or should i say mine were? The others got it right, sometimes i just have faith in things that were never meant to be. Why the hell did i even think we'd stand a chance to show the others how wrong they were? For god's sake, i feel like the biggest fool in this world. The first step to believing, is a fucking mistake. Should i say i'm sad or disappointed? Nuh, maybe pissed is a better word. I feel angered because i lost the invisible bet, yup i'm neither sad or depressed over this. Maybe a little disappointed lo, but who cares. I'm giving up which means not only will i not try, i wont give a shit anymore. Its not like they need me or anything. Actually, they fucking dont and the sad thing is, i fucking know it.
Nope, its not what you think it is.

Wa sian i suddenly got the blogging urge and typed out this whole stupid text, i guess i will save my kawaii baby photos for another time. Wa sian i havent forgot about elaine's lj music thing k, with kawaii photos and jap studying/poa tutoring(for them) photos! SORRY FOR THE WOT.

PS;I LUV THE PIN SHOE SHARED WITH ELAINE! WILL POST PICTURES OF IT K.

JIN
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11:58 PM

♥At the end of the alley of hesitation.